Worries.

Been quite a while since I typed in an entry.

Graduated from CPTC earlier this month.

Attached to NYP for nearly 2 weeks now.

Another 10 weeks to go.

The vendor have yet to reply my mail.

I'm worried.

Staying late, staying overnight.

I'm worried.

I know that you work better at night, I do too.

I know that it needs to be taken care of, I do.

But it's still important to take care of one's health.

I have nothing else to go on about.

-=iNa=-

*Grrrrr*

Argh!

I'm so not happy.

Why?

I'm not able to have lunch with Grandma and Ma today!

Why?

I'll be in Jurong Island from 0800-2000 hrs!

Why?

I'm having my shift work again.

Sigh.

Where is Superman now?

Is he already home?

Hope he had a good dinner with his colleagues.

I LOVE YOU, SUPERMAN!

*Muuuuuuuuuacks*

-=iNa=-

Away.

I'll be away from my bed tonight.

Why?

I'll be in Jurong Island doing my first night shift.

From 2000 - 0800 hrs.

12 freaking hours.

I hope I survive.

I hope the night scenery in Jurong Island can lift up my spirits.

I hope Superman won't come home so late like he did last night.

I hope Superman won't sleep in the office like he did last night.

I hope everything will run smoothly tonight.

Wish me good luck.

-=iNa=-

Bye April, Hi May.

April passes by just like that.

May is here now.

April taught me for 5 weeks already.

On 18th May, we'll part.

Attention, the first April, I was referring to the MONTH April.

The second April, I was referring to my CPTC TRAINER, April.

Oh well, pardon me for being so lame.

I'm just finding ways to let off steam.

I swore I was in a good mood this morning.

I have witnesses who can vouch for me.

Ask Fizah, Joyce, Nad, Syitah and Fit.

It wasn't until something ticked off my mood.

But that was not it.

I was still able to compose myself after that.

It was only when I saw ALLEN that I was upset, REALLY upset.

I asked him why I was doing FYP when I DID NOT ask for it.

But all that he could say was, "Nothing's confirmed".

I knew of the news last week but I tried to forget it.

But today, I could not hold it in.

I really cannot accept the fact that I have to do FYP when I did not ask for it.

And I saw the list of those doing FYP.

ONLY 3 PEOPLE from the batch that I am with now.

I asked for the list to be put away from me because I could not accept that fact, STILL.

I just hope that everything is happening for a reason.

Please enlighten me.

-=iNa=-