Wish

If there is one wish that YoursTruly can ask for right now, it would be to receive the forget pill.

It is just killing me to be going through this.

I would not mind forgetting everything, even the beautiful memories and begin anew.

The drive back was killing me slowly to the point where I really feel like stopping by the road shoulder and just disintegrate.

Of all places, why there?

Why did I lose my way and end up there?

Life is playing a cruel joke on me.

A very cruel joke.

Someone is crying, hard.

-=iNa=-

Disneyland Tokyo

My mind went back to the day we were there.

I heard the question.
I answered.

Although I knew you were joking, my answer was for real.

='(

Someone is screaming.

-=iNa=-

ARGH!

Bloody!!!
Why does it always have to me my fault???!!!
Can someone just come and take me away already???!!!
Just so fed up being here!!!

I HATE THIS!!!

I WANT TO LEAVE!!!

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Update: 07032011 - 1705hrs

I still need to cool down some more!!!
Can't wait to get out!!!
Hurry, hurry, hurry!!!

-=iNa=-

Couples Retreat

Nice movie.
Did not catch it back when it showed.
Finally did it.

From the movie.

"The ass.
You are the ass.
Stubborn and immovable.
The mighty ass tirelessly bears the heavy burden of others.
But when the ass is on the move, nothing can stop the ass.
Be an ass for your marriage.
Be an ass for your children.
Be an ass for love."

Cried,

I miss him.
I miss him a lot.

I feel so hopeless.
Such a lost cause.

-=iNa=-

Breakdown.

Had a breakdown earlier.
Just could not take it anymore.
Felt so uneasy.
It hurts deep inside.
Bottling definitely eats one up from the inside.
If it is possible to erase, can I be the one to try?

-=iNa=-