Envy

I am seriously envious of other couples who have their other half, happily holding hands, walking around the malls, joking around and making faces to each other.

I am envious of couples who knows what they want together and have it all planned out together.

I am envious of couples who quarrels and make up after that.

I am envious that others have their special halves that understands them and really understand them so well.

I am envious.

Why do I care so much?

Why do I keep getting my heart broken?

Why do I have to keep tearing for someone who doesn't even bother about me?

Who will be there for me?

-=iNa=-

Chapters

If there comes a day when I finally finish writing This Chapter of my life,
Will I be able to find the right words to start of the Next Chapter?

There is so many things running though my mind.
Is there any method to make me stop thinking?

Love, hurts.
Hate, love.

-=iNa=-

There is...

Nothing to be upset about.
I have long known that whenever that phrase comes from you it will mean 'no'.
Why is it that you just don't say 'no'?
Why go through the trouble to type out such long phrases when you can just type out two alphabets?
Sigh.
I just don't get it.

Updates:
Why do you even bother to say such things earlier?
Especially when you don't mean it.

I really quite tired.
Physically and mentally.
Thanks in advance for adding on to it.
I have choices to make and the simplest one that I can think of is, PACK UP AND LEAVE.

-=iNa=-

Pleasant =')

It was pleasant to see his status as 'HOME SWEET HOME!!!!'.

I have not seen him in a long long time, much less keep in contact with him in a long long time but I just felt a sense of happiness that he is back in Singapore.

Really, don't ask me why.

Hey there, I hope you're glad that you are back in Singapore.
Welcome Home!

-=iNa=-

What?

Seriously, what in the world was I thinking of?
Time and again!
What makes me think that You will surprise me by appearing at the entrance?

The more one expects, the more disappointed one becomes.

What in the freaking world was I freaking thinking of?

The time has come for Yours Truly to wake up.
Accept what she have choose, chosen and will choose, no matter how hard it is.

-=iNa=-