Kite

I pity a Colleague.
Just found out that being in a relationship is just like flying a kite?
So much for having so many ex-es but realizing it only now.

Either you are the Kite or the PersonFlyingtheKite.
Knowing that, the Kite does not fly on its own.
You will need Wind to help it fly as well.

Now, my questions are...
Do you know what Wind is?
I do.
How STRONG is the Wind?
Can you handle it if the Wind becomes something terrifying?

Wind does not only refer to one thing.
It is a few things that make up Wind.
Ponder upon it.

Just a random thought, agree or disagree, I care less about what you think.
My thoughts, my words.

-=iNa=-

Dear...

... You.

The song you posted should be posted by me instead.

The one who got left behind.
The one who is broken.
The one who sees no more hope in IT.

The said song with the phrases...
'Baby, I love you so much.
Baby, you hurt me so bad.'

-=iNa=-

Sleep

Did not have a very good sleep for the past few nights.

Started on Friday night, after outing with the guys.
Got back around 0430 hrs on Saturday morning.
Had to be awake by 0900 hrs for Family Day.

On Saturday night especially.
Went to bed early.
Did not want to be tired for the games the next day.

Unfortunately, I woke up 3 to 4 times that night.
I wondered if it was THAT familiar feeling that had me waking up.
Warm but very scary at the same time.

Totally gave up sleeping when it was almost 0530 hrs.
The time I was supposed to be awakened.
By 0615 hrs, I was on my was to breakfast.

How early is that?!
ON A SUNDAY!
I must have lost it.

Again on a Sunday night.
Just that this time, once I was woken up around midnight, I did not try to sleep again.
Kept myself awake until I was very sure my body and soul could not resist it anymore.

After 0600 hrs today, I was knocked out.
Was late for my facial appointment.
Super terrible me.

Really can not stand myself for sleeping during facials.
This session was by far the worse I went through.
I was DREAMING while I was sleeping (which never happened before).

Sigh, YOU appeared.
Not something that I want to recall.
Only flashes of the dream stayed, the rest I'm trying to block it out.

Let us all pray that YoursTruly will have a good sleep tonight.
I still want to go ahead with my plans tomorrow.
Please be cooperative, ok?

-=iNa=-

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I seriously don't get it.

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You deleted all the albums of us together.

What about those on your profile picture?

WE are still there.

Just so you know, I will not delete any of our albums together.

I'll just make it private, much more private than it was before.

All because it is still part of me.

A part where no one else is able to reach.

-=iNa=-

Hungry ~*~

Ma was watching the TV earlier and I was reading my iBook.
Out of the blue, I looked up from the mattress that I was sprawled on and said, "Hungry!"
Ma told me to go cook the vegetables.

I looked up to the clock.
Without thinking, "It's only seven, still early."
After that sentence left my mouth, "What?! Seven already?"

Laughed and went to close the front door.
I think I am going insane.
How to get through tonight, at work?

Let's hope my iBook will keep me addicted or at least occupied.

-=iNa=-