Saturday, June 27, 2009

Aaaaa! VI

There are things that I want to type out.
Feelings that I have to release.
Don't mind me.
Ignore if you must.

I was upset, just plain upset.
Up till that one word came to me, I was pissed.
Went straight to bed.
I'm totally sorry if I was giving out all those attitude.
I just wanted your fullest attention on me.
Me and me alone.
Minus the wheels and other things.
Look at me and understand my language.
Touch my heart and listen to the beats.
I'm sincerely grateful to you for getting the wheels for our convenience.
Just like I said, I want your attention on me when it is our time.

On top of that, things that I've heard are not very nice.
I don't mind what's being said.
Really.
But some things that you might say to me, will not be accepted by others.
Super filters have to be used there.
Plus, there's too many tongue twisters there.
Best not to expose too much there too.
Especially now that you're having wheels.

There you have it, as to why I'm keeping quiet and giving that attitude.
I was just trying to put things into words that will not hurt you.
Though I know you can take it.
There's more that I need to say.
But I'll leave it till I see you.

I do not want to feel so alone ever again.

I miss you so much.

-=iNa=-

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