The Break Up

It's been months since I last let my feelings out.
Guess I have to do it before it gets a hold on me instead of the other way around.
Not in the best of moods these few weeks.
Been thinking, a lot.
So much that I think I might just lose it anytime.

Why does it have to be this way?
Why does simple things seems to hard?
Is a simple thank you and a hug so hard to get?

This I have to quote from a friend's friend.

To you distance makes the heart grows fonder, but to me, it makes the heart astray.

To each their own.
You might find the quote right, you might find it wrong.
Whatever you think, it is to your own judgment.

Watched 'The Break Up' lately on TV?
You go girl, to Brooke.
Remember when they, Brooke and Gary, were having this conversation?

I just don't know how we got here.
Our entire relationship, I have gone above and beyond for you, for us.
I've cooked, I've picked your shit up off the floor, I've laid your clothes out for you like you're a four year old.
I support you, I supported your work.
If we ever had dinner or anything I did the plans, I take care of everything.
And I just don't feel like you appreciate any of it.
I don't feel you appreciate me.
All I want is to know, is for you to show me that you care.

Why didn't you just say that to me?

I tried.
I've tried.

Never like that, you might have said some things that meant to imply that, but I'm not a mind reader...

It wouldn't matter you are who you are.
Just leave me alone ok?
Right now, just shut my door.

Listen...

Alright Gary just please, just leave the room.
Gary just...
I don't want to be near you right now, please just shut the door, please.

The disappointment.
I get what she feels.
Do you?

You can argue that guys have to be told what we expect them to do, I agree too.
But do you ever thought of those people LIKE ME who have a problem expressing themselves and saying things that are so direct?

Go watch it.

-=iNa=-