Had a chat with one of the colleagues earlier.
Chat until I wanna cry but STRONG lady managed to hold it all in.
I have always thought that I would have settled down and have kids before I'm 30.
But things happen and plans have to be put on hold.
I really want to be able to move on and not being held back.
It just seems so hard to do so now.
News spread like wildfire.
Trying my best to keep my composure but once I'm alone, all the front that I have been putting on, breaks.
Every time the topic comes up, I pretend nothing happened.
Just like earlier, pretended like it was just like before.
I guess I'm just slowly trying to accept the fact before making others see it.
Making it easier for me?
Maybe.
Guess I'm just letting time pass so that when they find out about it, it'll be long over and it'll die down faster.
Happiness, smiles, cheerfulness, peace.
Please come back to me.
-=iNa=-
Chat until I wanna cry but STRONG lady managed to hold it all in.
I have always thought that I would have settled down and have kids before I'm 30.
But things happen and plans have to be put on hold.
I really want to be able to move on and not being held back.
It just seems so hard to do so now.
News spread like wildfire.
Trying my best to keep my composure but once I'm alone, all the front that I have been putting on, breaks.
Every time the topic comes up, I pretend nothing happened.
Just like earlier, pretended like it was just like before.
I guess I'm just slowly trying to accept the fact before making others see it.
Making it easier for me?
Maybe.
Guess I'm just letting time pass so that when they find out about it, it'll be long over and it'll die down faster.
Happiness, smiles, cheerfulness, peace.
Please come back to me.
-=iNa=-
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