Disgusted!

Some people just turns me off.
Even those that were close to me.
Utterly disgusted!

People change.
The change can happen really fast.
Believe me, really fast without you knowing.

To these people, tsk tsk tsk.

On a brighter note.
Holiday's coming.
I can't wait to fly off.

Goodbye Singapore!

-=iNa=-

Goodbye!

4 more days to go.
Hectic weekdays before I leave.

Tuesday.
OPE course and waxing.

Wednesday.
Work and last minute planning with Dar.

Thursday.
Work and date with Dar.

Friday.
Massage, dinner with LLP and Dar.

Saturday.
Goodbye Singapore!

I'm going to enjoy myself!
And try to capture a lot of photos!

;)

-=iNa=-

Feelings

Ever had those feeling?

That feeling of having someone in between and knowing you cannot get through to the other side.

That gut feeling of somehow knowing that being a replacement is too hard to bear.

Just that feeling.

Sometimes not knowing helps to move on in life.

Send me some peace of mind.

-=iNa=-

Aaaaa! VI

There are things that I want to type out.

Feelings that I have to release.
Don't mind me.
Ignore if you must.

I was upset, just plain upset.
Up till that one word came to me, I was pissed.
Went straight to bed.
I'm totally sorry if I was giving out all those attitude.
I just wanted your fullest attention on me.
Me and me alone.
Minus the wheels and other things.
Look at me and understand my language.
Touch my heart and listen to the beats.
I'm sincerely grateful to you for getting the wheels for our convenience.
Just like I said, I want your attention on me when it is our time.

On top of that, things that I've heard are not very nice.
I don't mind what's being said.
Really.
But some things that you might say to me, will not be accepted by others.
Super filters have to be used there.
Plus, there's too many tongue twisters there.
Best not to expose too much there too.
Especially now that you're having wheels.

There you have it, as to why I'm keeping quiet and giving that attitude.
I was just trying to put things into words that will not hurt you.
Though I know you can take it.
There's more that I need to say.
But I'll leave it till I see you.

I do not want to feel so alone ever again.

I miss you so much.

-=iNa=-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! IV

This post is a belated birthday wish to my special someone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARDAR,
KEN LIM!

Hope you had a great time with what I came out within a short period of time.
Hope you like the gifts that came before the day itself and the sort-of surprise.
Although, you did fell sick and had a temperature at the end of the actual day.

Plus, thank you for attending Kor's wedding the day before.

Dardar at Kor's wedding looking all so colourful and healthy.
Dardar at his birthday dinner with yours truly, looking a little off colour.
I wish you have all the happiness that you deserve.
I LOVE YOU!

Anyway, he's feeling and looking much better the last time I saw him.
Yes, he recovered already.
Must be the rain.

Dardar I want the photos that we took at work earlier!
=)

-=iNa=-