Beyoncé - Broken-Hearted Girl

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And thought you break my heart
You're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl no no
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take a breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
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The song illustrates how I really feel.
I hope my ending would end just like the song.
For now, I'm only half the song.
Yes, I'm somewhere in the middle of the song.

Assure me, you.
I do not want history to repeat itself.

-=iNa=-

Anger

Let me just ask a simple question.

How do you feel when you are angry?
I'm sure most will answer hot or burning with anger.

Yours truly is weird and abnormal.
She was angry.
Guess what she was feeling?
Cold.
Yes, cold.
She was freezing with anger.
Even the blanket did not help.

Yours truly is really abnormal.

Yes, I was angry.

-=iNa=-

Men Vs Women

As much as I do not want to acknowledge what I am about to type out, I believe it is true.
Please correct me if I am mistaken.

Do you know the biggest difference between men lying and women lying?

Men lie to get off easy.
On the other hand, when women lie, they do it for the sake of the partner to live well.
We choose to lie because we don't want to hurt those dear to us.
We don't do it intentionally.
We just don't have the courage to hurt them.
That's why we hide the truth.

That was something that I read.

Now for something I observed.

To all the men out there, do not lie to those you love.
They will know it straight away.
I am not lying.
To the women out there, some of you maybe successful but not all are, in lying to those you love.
They might or might not know it.
Again, I am not lying.

Whatever it is, be true to yourself.
Pamper yourself like there's no tomorrow, no one else will.
You for yourself.

This, is also a reminder to yours truly.
REMEMBER THAT WOMAN!
You typed it out yourself!

-=iNa=-

WooHoo!

Super super loving life!

I rock!
We rock!
All of us rock!
WooHoo!

I love!
You love!
We all love!
YeeHaw!

Yours truly is floating.

Anyhoos...

I really want to apologise to my CPTMelayus.
For leaving the visitation after my one and only visit.
I'm really sorry.

I want to thank my Darling.
For making my previous weekend delightful.
Thank you Dar.

I want to thank MYSELF.
For being ME!
I LOVE YOU!

The Ugly Truth.
Super good laugh!

Fame.
I want to shake it!

I LOVE MY DARLING!
Especially the SUPER Beng photo below!

"What? Got a problem with me?"
Oops...
Hehehe...

-=iNa=-

Thoughts. III

There is just so much I want to type out.
Well, let's give it a shot.

-=iNa=-'s procedure.

1. Extract it.
2. Shred it.
3. Burn it.
4. Bury it.
5. Forget it.

A step at a time.
I'm sure my procedure is good.

The gentle gender.
They just want to have the happy-ever-after ending.
Life will never be that way.
Wake up from the dream.
Nearest you will ever get to it?
Is experiencing happiness.
Happy ever after?
Wake up!
Face the real world.

The gentle gender.
They want to get married.
Some may deny it when questioned.
Some push the thought away.
But at the back of their minds, no one knows.
I AM guilty of denying it when questioned.
The truth is.
I WANT to get married AND have kids.
YES, yours truly wishes to settle down.
BUT.
Wants to achieve all she can before having kids.

I don't know where I heard the phrase below or if I made it up.
But it does seem valid.

The person who makes you happy (smile) is the same person who makes you sad (cry).

Think about it.
Am I right?

That's all people.
Until next time when I have things to trash out.

I need my dosage of HIM.

-=iNa=-